Monday, August 29, 2005
Reconciliation and the 14th of September..
Its week 7 of the semester.. which means that there's onli 6 more weeks to the end of the term..i would be happy, but i think i'm too desensitised to all this counting down and up..
well, the onli thing to look forward to would be the mid sem break which occurs on the 19th of Sept by the way..
Had a mindless arguement over a trivial matter with my mom last wednesday.. i totallie regret it.. let's just say it takes two hands to clap and i was petty...
when i called, i was homesick.. Ahhh.. but that duzn't justify what i did.. Damn it..
MY BAD
Mommy's bday is in two weeks.. 14th of September.. still no idea wad to send her.. a card is so not me.. gues i'll have to draw sumthin.. Ha..
things are different between the two of us... i called yday and everything was different.. the staleness of the conversation, the silences.. the everything.. I HATE IT WHEN WE"RE LIKE THAT.. i didn't mean for the mother-daughter relationship to change... but if it has to be this way. it will be.. i'm too stubborn to change anything...
things are bad.. REAL BAD... after we disconnected, the tears came automatically..
Why did it have to end this way..
How did it come to be?
Chlarie at 11:59 am
Sunday, August 28, 2005
The Real Deal...
This is my first REAL post in years i guess..i've been candid with my entries at xanga, but it that there was no real outlet at which i could write freely..
You can consider this the emancipation of Clarie.. Ha..
Yes.. Pun intended..
Chlarie at 5:59 pm
